Monday, November 2, 2009

Sad

I've been rather down lately. Things aren't going as planned. I'm really not all THAT surprised since it usually turns out this way but I try so hard to be optimistic anyway. too much weight is being placed on my shoulders and it's getting to me. I have people expecting more out of me than is humanly possible. I feel like I'm just not allowed any room for error and error is all I end up with in the end. My dad once said to me that he wanted me to be the best at whatever I wanted to be. On the other hand my mom was telling me to be this and be that. I ended up losing myself and rebelled because I couldn't handle the pressure. I still strive to be the best at what I do but now I don't know what it is really that I want to do anymore...besides just being me.
Kateedyd at 12:16 AM

1 comments:

  1. We all have our ups and downs and nobody is perfect so we all commit mistakes! Instead of loathing yourself for the errors you made, learn from them. I know, I know, it's the abused line. But really they do make sense. I can't tell you what or what not to do because you are you. Anyway, just passing by that these things are normal and that you are heard. :) And you can make it!
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