Food...the Foe

I've been up and down with my weight so badly since I had dd it's not even funny. I'm so tired of eating and spending the little bit of money that we have on food that it drives me crazy. The worst part is that I just bought a new soap and every time I use it I want a cherry icee because that's what it smells like! I love fruit smelling soaps but this one is just a little too good. LOL I think I'm going to end up not eating for a while...it's most likely the fattening from the holidays talking but really, I can't even think about food anymore without getting ill. Maybe this is a good thing...?