Major Issues

I'm going through some of the worst most retarded drama right now. I can't believe that at the age I am that stuff like this still comes up in my life. I didn't even stop and think about the decision I was making when I did it and now it's all one big mess for me. Of course it involves someone else but there's no issue there, just for me. I wish I didn't feel sometimes but I'm starting to realize what I did and change how I'm going to handle the rest of it. It really sucks because I had so many hopes and dreams for the future and now it's totally gone. I had really believed in what I thought might happen...in a wierd way I guess it might have come true but not the way I wanted at all and it just plain sucks. I can't wait for this to go away.